20.8.10

Passages Through Time


We strolled through the park one lovely summer day and happened upon a very talented musician. His music was stimulating, its melody emitted a variety of moods. As I listened I was held in a long belaboured pause wondering who the musician was nodding to me in silent greeting. He played so beautifully with a very solemn, yet cleverly precise enunciation that lent such gravity to the music's expression. It was as if he were positioning his bow atop surfaces of multi-layered complexities and yet was capable of voicing a local language that portrayed the commonplace and all its contingencies. I wanted so much to retain something of the music's purity so as to describe it in a visceral language of poetry. To this day I remain curious as to how the incredibly gifted musician played such a perfect cascade of melodies that continue to haunt my ears, my mind, my heart. 


Staring into myself this morning, the images begin their resurfacing and I feel anchored to that particular moment of memory. Its recollection sends me on a search for other remembered moments, like those that come in dreams. Those brief stretches of time that are weighted with a sense of mystery and meaning – all familiar and all mine. This reminiscing lasted as long as any dream, linking times tenderness to the light and I began to hear the music once again. It seemed to come to me a little louder with a clear and buoyant fluency. In receiving its echo, I began to think that perhaps the poem just might present itself, becoming a testament to my light-footed passage through that particular time. Daily, I yearn for its return.

18.8.10

From This Night


Inside, darkness and troubled sleep
co-mingle with the laziness of these hours,
where each lapping minute lulls the senses, the mood.
Oh, to bid farewell to lamentations of loneliness,
so that each might slowly pass away from this night, 
receding well into tomorrow's tomorrow.

Turning my face to the glorious moon
gleaming round and whole with an opaque finish,
brightness becomes the dream I dare to behold.
Lingering here in this ambiguous midnight,
my thoughts quietly rest on pediments of reflection
as music plays heavy like the plaint of a prisoned bird.

16.8.10

Oh Muse!



Creep close and lift the vines here at the corner window where I sit, lost as I am in the throes of this impermeable night. I’ve crossed my arms and leaned into this inky black so as to peer through its bottomless abyss. Penetrating the ebony of your eyes, it is my desire to pull you into a kinder regard for me so as to effect an avalanche of narrative, where until recently, words lay crumbled, fatigued against my brow.

Oh muse, take hold of me won’t you!

Place my greedy heart and soul amongst those extendable reaches of imagination’s periphery where the writing be nothing but fluid and the insights profound. And in arriving at that path where no stone is left unturned, may there exist a bottomless expanse to my perception as I beg entry into those profound observant states.

Oh, that I might one day soon have the opportunity to tip my wine glass toward you as a toast to the rediscovery of some spiritual treasure, long hidden in this soul. Surely you are aware that I would write hard and steady in an effort to understand the unwombing of things as witnessed at that core.

In this temperate air tonight, I am ready for any miracle that might, without warning, drop anchor. Through these long hours of torturing thirst, I exist deep within this well-kept dream, where my voice lies intensely quiet, yet open to every risk. 

Oh muse, please give life to those words of the glowing amber kind, those particular ones that are graceful in pattern and jubilant in rhyme, so I can use them in an effort to allow others the opportunity to hear my story. If allowed, each word will evolve and the story will become no longer circumspect in its telling. Hidden truths will linger at its conclusion like those found in prayer. 

14.8.10

Simply Hoping


I locked myself behind closed doors
for a while, to try and counter my mood.

What was my mood you ask?

Melancholic really, strongest at night,
separating me from my higher self, 
from what I was feeling at the deepest,
most intimate level of my own divine mosaic.

Constantly I drew myself, this life on shards of paper,
simply hoping for some kind of homecoming
or welcoming at least, from within so as to locate
that singular spiritual peak from which I could soar.