28.9.12

What I Tried To Capture



To concentrate the mind / to live in the shape of a moment / involves persistence.

. . . . .

Overheard is a soft voice guardedly magnifying its way into consciousness,
lingering on the corner / of the heart's compassion / it glistens without noise.

Whatever it is / of its drifting / the very least of it slinks / sliding sideways 
into the hidden dailyness of imagination / asserting its own kind of grammar.

Now, the eyes consider how it teaches / the body, the mind / to be as still as it,
even when one's thoughts push against imagining / in such a transitional terrain.

Something to think about / as the camera clicks / giving its best shot to draw it out.
And when you lock eyes with the geometry of it, the uniqueness of the world sings.

. . . . .

A kind of joy sends its regards as you delight in the mystery of the voice in it, the light.

. . . . .



25.9.12

Before Departing




A habit of mind.

. . . . .

Step away outside.

Be an ember in that light.

Feel it.

Painted of a lemon's zest.

Unweave a thread of it.

Independent of what is temporary.

A strange quiet.

A contemplative tempo.

 A slit of time.

 . . . . .

Opposite you, a mode of interpretation. 
A motion of repose. A mouthful of air. A habit of mind.


23.9.12

What It Is The Eye Discerns



Beginning is not only a kind of action. It is also a frame of mind, 
a kind of work, an attitude, a consciousness.

– Edward Said

. . . . .

Across time
something has been written –

a solitude

to

a solitude

to

a silence –

across time 
something is being said.

. . . . .

In an otherwise dark room the requisite skill
of the imagination stalks a part of self.


At hand, an invisible pause – out of it an inkling finds a point
of departure from the concreteness of the outside world.


The soil shifts, something begins – 
a sprouting, if you will.

. . . . .

From the power of one's palette a mood, an idea, begins. In its quiet way of rendering 
interpretation, the mind works rigorously with the eyes to lift an impression off the page.

. . . . .


20.9.12

What I Might Have Missed



Had I not walked the dog
I might have missed everything in view
under a sky enswathed in blue.

. . . . .

The highest ecstasy is the attention at its fullest. 

– Simone Weil 

19.9.12

But What Then Do You Use It For



Love is a flower 
that grows in any soil, 
works its sweet miracles 
undaunted by autumn frost 
or winter snow, blooming 
fair and fragrant all the year, 
and blessing those who give 
and those who receive.

– Louisa May Alcott

. . . . .


and how we are all
preparing for that
abrupt waking,
and that calling,
and that moment
we have to say yes,
except it will
not come so grandly,
so Biblically,
but more subtly
and intimately in the face
of the one you know
you have to love

– David Whyte



15.9.12

All Around Us Its Uprooted Depth



At any rate
words stir, spiring 
towards the first
light of morning –
too bright to believe.

An azure sky heavy
with birds on a wire –
whole congregations
emerging as a pictorial
to the day's anatomy.

Life, the awakening of it,
at its core skips a beat
to an uncertain height -
never ever ending,
its potential infinity.

The open-hearted many,
the broken-hearted few traveling,
probing its universal design,
meet, every which way,
some kind of blessing, and
its continuous tread.

From time to time
optimistic eyes stare up
from the sideways pull
of bigger things, inciting
an introspective gaze.

Come evening,
the layered sound
of crickets circulating –
listening, the pitch
goes on and on.

The Night Quietly Appeases


Back to me
it came – the night.

Finally rendered into something
could understand – like a piece of music,
the possibility of everything.

In the sigh's heavy release, the mind
coming to this – an unremitting peace,
without the momentum of day.

13.9.12

Fragments Of Shape


Something I've meant to write about…

. . . . .

But for now the sun
filtering warm through
the window screen,
burning in silence –
far, far, away…

. . . . .

I imagine that –
spur of the moment.

10.9.12

By Design The Eye Observes



Almost faultless, the poet's gaze nearing ubiquitous surroundings.
Verbal mutations front another way of seeing beyond lucid interpretation.

6.9.12

Looking Behind – A Thousand Joys In Place



I love the closeness
of another's voice
coming around again,
touching me all over,
noticing especially 
its omnipotent hold –
the mind of a poet,
visually itemizing
in a way, the focus
of their labour.

. . . . .

The Layers

I have walked through many lives,
some of them my own,
and I am not who I was,
though some principle of being
abides, from which I struggle
not to stray.
When I look behind,
as I am compelled to look
before I can gather strength
to proceed on my journey,
I see the milestones dwindling
toward the horizon
and the slow fires trailing
from the abandoned camp-sites,
over which scavenger angels
wheel on heavy wings.
Oh, I have made myself a tribe
out of my true affections,
and my tribe is scattered!
How shall the heart be reconciled
to its feast of losses?
In a rising wind
the manic dust of my friends,
those who fell along the way,
bitterly stings my face.
Yet I turn, I turn,
exulting somewhat,
with my will intact to go
wherever I need to go,
and every stone on the road
precious to me.
In my darkest night,
when the moon was covered
and I roamed through wreckage,
a nimbus-clouded voice
directed me:
"Live in the layers,
not on the litter."
Though I lack the art
to decipher it,
no doubt the next chapter
in my book of transformations
is already written.
I am not done with my changes.  

– Stanley Kunitz

5.9.12

The Habit Of Solitude



Without prompting, the eyes lock eyes
with something affectively progressing –
independently a plush silence passes.

2.9.12

Later, Something Becomes…



Lit by the light thrown onto it,
a partial image – the thing itself becomes
a reference to something seen before.

Stone-quiet, the thing itself
pressed like a flower, becomes forty words 
I draft slow enough, but only just

to interpret something inanimately projected,
saturated with a longing to retrieve its zest, its spirit
though its fragile construction sits motionless becoming

but a spare moment I want to recreate – to make luminous
its flatness in its passing, passing through utter abstraction, 
linked to the indefinite duration of a briefness progressing –

upping its effect, an unnatural light in the room cast upon its face,
and now to poeticize it – it itself without any soul, forty words
having somewhere to go, each becoming a part of something.

. . . . .

a winged thing bulks in the dark / painted in stillness / regal its bearing / needing 
nothing / the act of inscription / in this public space / austere walls / granting excess 
access / filtering through the light / less and less / a part of something splayed